Love is a Many Splendid Thing

     I just feel like I need to get these emotions written down so I can remember them forever, because I always want to feel like this.  Spoiler alert: This is going to be incredibly cheesy.


     I've always been in love with Tyler.  But, it's been a while since I've had butterflies.  I'm just so comfortable around him.  However, Friday night was Sadie Hawkins at my school.  For those of you who do not know, because I have learned I am wrong to assume everyone knows what this is, Sadie Hawkins is a dance where the girls ask the guys.  I think each school has different traditions with it.  Some go with the county theme, girls wear their daisy dukes and flannel.  At my school though, we just dress the same.


     But anyway, last Friday was the dance. We went to eat with  our best friends, had a blast.  Good stuff.  At the dance, I have gotten used to dancing alone because Tyler doesn't dance.  I've learned and adapted.  I dance by myself with my friends and have a good time.  However, Tyler's best friend Codey really wanted Ty to dance with me.  He said that since it was our last Sadie's he should dance with me.  Ty wouldn't.  So, Codey danced with me.  And Tyler, being the amazing guy that he is, said he didn't care if I danced with other people.  So, I did.  I danced with another guy, and danced with Codey again.  Then, it happened.


      I was dancing with Codey and Tyler just came up and started dancing with me.  Now, I know that this doesn't seem like a big deal.  But it really is.  I fought a long battle with him about dancing with me that I gave up.  He was so adamant about not liking to dance to that music and blah blah blah.  Words cannot express how happy I was.


     Then, when we were slow dancing during the last song, he sang in my ear.  I literally swooned.  

     To make a long story short, guys, I fell a little more in love with Tyler that night.  I feel giddy about him again.  I dream about him.  I just want to be in his arms.  


     He's in New York City right now, and he keeps sending me pictures.  And I can't get him off my mind.  And since this is sort of like my journal, I feel I need to say what is sitting in the back of my mind:  what am I going to do next when I don't get to see him?




Oh, the song he sang to me?  Iris, by the Goo Goo Dolls.


"And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life.
'Cause sooner or later it's over.
I just don't want to miss you tonight."