But don't let this fool you. I am loving life down here. When I keep moving and keep active, I am fine. I don't even think about it (Ty was right). But laying in bed, studying, I really miss them. I am making some really great friends down here. My RA and my whole floor is awesome. I'm starting to workout. Classes haven't freaked me out too much yet. And I'm having a blast. But I really just want to go home.
I think that what freaked me out was when some girls were talking about next year. I can't even imagine next year already. Four years of separation is looonnggg.. But I don't have to think about this yet.
I also think that Tyler's stress has affected me a little. He was feeling overwhelmed with classes, and I just wish I was there to take care of it and make sure he is ok. But I couldn't. But it also made me realize how much he relies on me, not how much I rely on him. Which is nice to know.. But I love how he supports me and my decisions. I miss him so much.
But...technology is amazing! I can talk to him and see his face and see my friends. It's very awesome. For example:
I am so in love. And that's what I leave you with.
"Don't count the miles,
Count the "I Love You's'"
-Christina Perri
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